Wednesday, March 31, 2010




I feel sleepy everyday.
It's like a permanent sort of thing. After recess and ESPECIALLY during math. No offence teachers but I can't control my eyelids. Blame them for being too heavy. And the trainee teacher just had to pick on me yesterday.
"Can someone wake that girl up?"
WTH YOU WERE ONLY SIDETRACKING AND TALKING ABOUT H2 MATH IN JC OR SOMETHING. Couldn't I just rest while you were not teaching math? What's your problem. Now she likes to pick on me to answer her questions. Including today. And most probably every single day after yesterday. I bet it's just to make sure I'm not asleep during her lesson. Whatever.
These 2 weeks have been quite slack. As in there was at most only 2 tests for 1 week. But coming week 3 and ahead... I shall just be an ostrich.
Omg coordinate geometry test in week 3. The triple science classes are taking this paper also = it's going to be DAMN HARD. Let's not forget impromptu speech. I'm so going to screw that one up.
Loved today's lunch. Haven't had such a brainless crapping session with my friends for a super long time. Just talked about stuff and passed the time laughing. Love you guys:D
Anyway. Good Friday is being good and coming real soon:) Awesomez.



I like Big Bang:) LOLLIPOP 2 <3



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11:27 PM


Friday, March 26, 2010




I forgot. I love Fridays too:)
Yea, told myself to study yet here I am blogging. Total failure. 
NO. Must go study after this post.
I'm like arguing with myself.
I realise that I don't like something else. People who talk incessantly for what. To gain something that is not rightfully theirs. And apparently getting this unrightful benefit in the end. LIKE WTH. What about the others who unfortunately dare not speak up but are entitled to this benefit? Plus it's not like you were so bad off at the beginning; YOU WERE ABOVE AVERAGE. SO STOP IT ALREADY.  Being so proud over getting it and telling the whole world. Who cares. 
Sorry, just have to let everything out before I explode. It's not meant personally; I just don't like this behaviour. Nobody who reads this blog will understand what I'm talking about anyway so yea.
Jubilate = Memorising scores. Omg how to memorise Dvorak properly? I might just blank out during the performance and stone. And I'm seriously out of tune. MY INTONATION IS KILLING ME. My cello must hate me or something.
Okay, so I said that I would study. FAT HOPE haha.



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10:42 PM


Wednesday, March 24, 2010




I am happy:)
Thanks for the virtual hugs guys; really appreciate them. Cheered me up loads. LOVE YOU PEEPS <3
And also because I am sort of free for this week. BYE BYE TESTS and don't come back again kay.
I love Thursdays.
Chemistry was epic hilarious today. Omg the teacher was totally talking about some spiritual warfare and how he engaged in some battle with the spirits from the other world like what the. Damn funny and seriously didn't know how to react. I think he has that "third eye" left open and he should go and close it somehow like soon. Really. Oh and for sudden encounter with spirits, must feel free to call him for help. HAHA.
HOWEVER. I am also seriously pissed off by the juniors in my school today. I've told this to many of my friends today but I shall just repeat everything because I am still pissed.
I do not like people to touch my things. Especially strangers. So it was like free period, I went to the MEP room and accidentally left my pencilcase there when I left. Then after recess, just before Lit test (which I totally flunked), I realised that my pencilcase was missing. Yea so I went to retrieve it and got the nastiest shock of the day. Went inside, saw it, picked it up and that girl went like, "NOOOO!!". And bewildered me soon turned into SUPER PISSED OFF ME when I realised that everything was poured out of my pencilcase. Being fiddled with by some random people. I DO NOT LIKE STRANGERS TOUCHING MY STUFF. And what the hell were they doing with things that were not even theirs?! What's more, the whole class laughed while they returned everything to me. WHAT THE HELL IS SO FUNNY I ASK YOU.
The others have already heard of this but yea, just felt like letting everything out.
I screwed Lit. Anyway.
Tomorrow is going to be a day to slack in school. No tests finally omg.
Happy:)



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11:00 PM


Tuesday, March 23, 2010




School.
Another term, yet not another beginning. Thanks to the tests we got back these 2 days which are already keyed into the PPR.
SCREW YOU BIOLOGY. 
It's going to pull everything down; no wait, it already has. Can't believe that my Chem and Math are like better than Bio. Term 2's PPR is already like don't know what. And I'm definitely going to fail tomorrow's Lit. Real badly.
Good Friday, please be good and come soon. Like now. Come, come, come. COME. 
And Jubilate:)
But that's in week 9, and there are loads to do before then. Can I not care anymore?
Everyday is so mundane. Everday is the same. Until I don't know what I'm doing anymore.
I need a hug.



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10:45 PM


Friday, March 19, 2010




I MISS SCMUN 2010. AND MY BELOVED ECOSOC 1 council and people there:(
Omg and it's only 2 days after the closing of the MUN and I'm missing it like crazy.
This delegate of Australia motions to extend the SCMUN till forever.
I miss the protocol. I miss my placard. I miss everyone there!
Really look forward to an outing with my most adorable "ECOSOCKS 1" council:) I WANT AN OUTING. And I really hope that all of us can keep in touch with each other; made so many new friends there. I want to go next year too. But yea, I probably won't have enough time.
Us awesome delegates of Australia and Saudi Arabia:)
Yea, you know we rock :D

DnD -  the ultimate highlight <3<3
It was totally awesome. The hall was decorated really beautifully, and of course, spammed photos!
Hahaha black and white! <3
And for once, gen is taller than me. Credits to her 4 - inch heels:)
This is THE MASKED DELEGATE of ECOSOC 2 - he totally can dance O.o. Popping!
 DPR Korea V.S Germany + ZARA paper bag

AWESOME directors of ECOSOC 1! <3 them!

Niken!!:D
Gorgeous mask, no?
Yep, there's also a delegate from Christmas Island, Australia. The authentic Australian delegate representing Canada:D
The masked delegates of St Nicks TOTALLY ROCKED SCMUN 2010 :D:D. Love you guys!

Randomness after the DnD..
Denise's pretty bangle:)

Now, let's welcome THE MOST AWESOME ECOSOC 1 2010 COUNCIL!!
WE ROCK.

Why does MEP camp have to clash with RMUN?! Seriously sadded. Some of the delegates from my council are going as well = UNFAIRNESS. MEP camp had better be fun.
I am still missing everything and everyone. Never expected to feel so attached to this. Thanks Miss Law for giving me and everybody else this opportunity, and wish those who are going for the RMUN good luck:D
SCMUN - ECOSOC 1 2010 RULES ALL <3<3



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9:05 PM


Monday, March 15, 2010




AWESOME DAY. Nerve-wrecking though. 
The whole thing's like super formal. To what extent? We can't even laugh or clap.
"Laughing is not in order" + "Clapping is not in order" = WTH.
I almost burst out laughing when the director said that. Many things made me laugh today, even during the debate:D
But towards the end, the whole thing got too much for me and I almost dozed off - thanks to sleeping at 1:30a.m in the morning. 
I loved the whole experience, especially the voting part, minus the opening speech. Now that part was humiliating AGAIN.
After my speech, my mind just when blank and I forgot to say the all-important "This delegate now yields the time back to the chair." So I just stood there like a noob until the chair hinted me and I remembered-.-
Once again, China, USA, Germany and Italy had the most heated debate. Plus DPR Korea, Ethiopia and Nigeria who joined later. I just sat there and listened, sometimes taking down notes, most of the time in  *eyes-wide-open-but-sleeping mode*. And omg the debate for the first issue is STILL not done yet.
Right, off to prepare my opening speech for the secondary issue. Must sleep earlier today!



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10:40 PM





I am seriously going to die young at this rate.
Can't believe I'm still preparing the notes for tomorrow's conference. Feeling damn sleepy and tired.
And I'm going to humiliate myself again. Luckily they're going by alphabetical order; I'm sure to get a nervous-breakdown if I was one of the last.
Believe it, the council will be debating for at least 8 hours for only 1 issue. OMG. How am I going to survive? O_o
But I should be glad that I'm not doing the resolution. Credits to my HCI ally, who's still online and completing it. And who's feeling as sleepy as me. Thanks alot man. We're both going to nod off some time soon. 
Half my March holidays goes to preparing and attending the conference. It's an enriching experience I guess, so I should just make the most of it.
Off to complete my opening speech. Wish me luck for tomorrow XD





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12:13 AM


Friday, March 12, 2010




I might as well not be having a holiday. 
I'm not even at home most of the time. Check out my "schedule".
Mon: SCMUN, 8a.m to 5p.m
Tue: same as mon
Wed same thing except till 10 p.m (!!)
Thu: CCA
Fri: Chem consultation
What sort of holiday is this?
Oh yea, and let's not forget our VERY WONDERFUL TEACHERS for giving us SUCH LITTLE HOMWORK. So lovely. 
I hardly have the energy to go on anymore. Forget about counting on the holidays to replenish my energy for the new term; it's making everything worse. I want to just dig a huge hole, bury myself and not worry about anything else again. But no, reality hits you too soon, and real hard. 
Realise that I'm whining again. Too bad, life's just become such a bore.



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3:30 PM


Wednesday, March 3, 2010




I want to slack for the whole night. Real badly.
Had like 3 tests today. The worst was Chemistry. I already suck at it okay, so it really DID NOT help that the questions asked were so indirect. Totally going to flunk it. Anyway, before the test, Pearl was like,"Good luck everyone!" and practically the whole class chanted back good luck to one another. It sounded quite comical but so sweet:) <3<3 3 Hope TTM!
I'm already slacking. Omg why I am I still here blogging? I must get started on my Math homework soon, like NOW:(
I can't do graphs or anything like it for nuts. So I am totally going to flunk next week's A Math test. The whole chapter is on graph-like questions! Unfairness.
Apparently, I can actually wait for this year's March hols. I don't know, maybe it's just that there's no difference in going to school and staying at home. I mean, there'll be loads of homework and revision and stuff. And there's the UN thingy also. If sec 3 life is like this, I really can't find any reason to look forward to sec 4. WHAT TO DO.
I should just stop whining. Peeps, ignore this post; I'm letting everything bottled inside out. Realise that I should change my blog's url, because my life's just not that awesome anymore.
Got to get started on the wretched Math homework. Later then.



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9:39 PM


PROFILE

Juniana
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LOVES

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Be happy everyday
Everyone around me to be happy
Everyone I love to be healthy
Play piano better
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Better results
Hard work to pay off
No more scoldings
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No frustrations
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